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so sick (demo)
01:56
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i can’t be trusted with my own body
born and raised here but i can’t stay
the looks from them wouldn’t alarm me
if i didn’t have to deal with this every single day
i’m so sick
it hurts that you can’t see because
the number on the scale is
getting way too high for me
oh i’m so sick
but i can’t get any help
i can’t be trusted with my own body
born and raised here but i can’t stay
my friends tell me to find a hobby
i don’t know why but i just can’t find a way
i’m so sick
it hurts that you can’t see because
the number on the scale is
getting way too high for me
oh i’m so sick
but i can’t get any help
no i can’t get any help
oh, no i can’t get any help
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2. |
rent boy (demo)
01:59
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you came around about
five years ago
i never went to go
and see your show
i called my friends to ask
to help find you
they looked and looked & couldnt
and i don’t know what i’ll do
oh, rent boy
oh, i want you rent boy
i want to watch you
to love you
to soak you all in
i wanna cover you in kisses
i dont care if it’s sin
they all just want you for the sex
but baby i want that and more
i promise im not like the rest
i’ll never say that youre a whore
oh, rent boy
oh, i miss you rent boy
when i told my mom
i wanted you
she said we couldnt be together
babe, i know it cant be true
i just cant live without you
baby you know me
well, you dont know me
but maybe you should know me
oh, rent boy
oh, i need you rent boy
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medicine (demo)
02:06
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medicine
“take your fucking medicine
try adderall, or ritalin
try zoloft, prozac, rapiflux
try anifranil or luvox”
none of that bullshit would work
my brain’s too fucked up, brain’s too hurt
works for you? good job, that’s great
for me, just paranoia bait
sure, i could try antipsychotics
why not? my insurance’s got it
i guess why not is ‘cause im ashamed
can’t tell mom, she’ll take the blame
don’t want my dad to yell or scream
no, stop, we’re on the same team!
i was just joking about the voices!
no worries! i promise! stop the noises!
it’s okay dad, that’s okay
just join the kids from school and say
“take your fucking medicine
try adderall, or ritalin
try lithobid, or geodon
abilify or bupropion
try vraylar, maybe seroquel
try zyprexa or clozaril [pron: clothes aril]
please go see a psychiatrist
im sure they’d find you high interest”
i don’t act setereotypically
and i can see things you can’t see
so you and i just can’t agree
that there is something wrong with me
so i won’t take my fucking medicine
not adderall or ritalin
not latuda or saphris
not risperdal, please, i insist
im not psychotic, im not depressed
not compulsive or obsessive
sure, maybe i am, whatever, i guess
and im a little unexpressive
and i may have all the symptoms
and i may show every sign
but y’all can’t just act like the victims
‘cause how i act makes you wanna whine, n say
“take your fucking medicine
try adderall or ritalin
try zoloft, prozac, rapiflux
try anifranil or luvox
i know there’s something wrong with you
and i don’t know just what to do
so instead of helping i’ve just decided
you should use the info i’ve provided”
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joxer San Antonio, Texas
22 year old critter who makes music about mental illness and wanting to be a child again.
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